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Discovered I was immortal today
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Discovered I was immortal today For anyone that's known for a long time, I've struggled spiritually. Grew up as a Baptist. Changed Catholicism for love. Researched Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, and also environmentalism. I regret the last one. The others taught me something valuable, environmentalism taught me be evil. Anyway I digress. I have been brainwashed recently, and it has been the most uplifting experience of my life. I finally understand my purpose, and it was so subtle I didn't know I had been doing most of it all along. My came visit today and brought his friends with him. It was a pretty diverse group. That didn't surprise , they are good boys. What surprised was when one said, "Dude, stop looking at your cell when you talk to us. You're here with us, be with us." I had to do a double take. It wasn't coming from my . It was coming from the nineteen year college football player that was part of this group. He was talking the grocery bagger that was still in high school. Then he went on. "I used be like you. Checking my cell every five minutes. Then I was called out on it. It made a better person. I want you be a better person." It was the same speech I gave this when he started coming over my house at fourteen. The others in the group nodded. Obviously, they were brain washing him in front of with their peer pressure. Then other strategies I had mentioned the boys started coming out during their discussions. Emphasized the youngest. So, I asked my after they had left. "Where did that come from? I hadn't seen him before." "Jeff met him in the grocery store. You know how we are. Remember how you made friends with that guy walking around in the sports store?" he said. "Yes. He's the manager of that store now." I said. "We watched you. You coached us on how to let someone feel better around you even if you are not happy?" "So.." I said. "He has no friends Dad at school He was feeling miserable, working there, invisible. He needed a tribe to belong to, just like you taught us. Jeff was the most popular guy in school when he went there, and you showed him how to include people instead of excluding them. We have a different filter, as you call it." "My , why are you over-explaining things to me? I just wondered where he came from." "I learned that from you." He said laughing. There it is. My immortality, right in front of me. I'm leaving that behind, not only to my , but like virus to people they encounter in their lives. My good, my bad, displayed right in front of me. |
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For anyone that's known me for a long time, I've struggled spiritually. Grew up as a Baptist. Changed to Catholicism for love. Researched Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, and also environmentalism. I regret the last one. The others taught me something valuable, environmentalism taught me to be evil. Anyway I digress. I have been brainwashed recently, and it has been the most uplifting experience of my life. I finally understand my purpose, and it was so subtle I didn't know I had been doing most of it all along. My son came to visit me today and brought his three friends with him. It was a pretty diverse group. That didn't surprise me, they are good boys. What surprised me was when one said, "Dude, stop looking at your cell when you talk to us. You're here with us, be with us." I had to do a double take. It wasn't coming from my son. It was coming from the nineteen year old college football player that was part of this group. He was talking to the grocery bagger that was still in high school. Then he went on. "I used to be like you. Checking my cell every five minutes. Then I was called out on it. It made me a better person. I want you to be a better person." It was the same speech I gave this kid when he started coming over to my house at fourteen. The others in the group nodded. Obviously, they were brain washing him in front of me with their peer pressure. Then other strategies I had mentioned to the boys started coming out during their discussions. Emphasized to the youngest. So, I asked my son after they had left. "Where did that kid come from? I hadn't seen him before." "Jeff met him in the grocery store. You know how we are. Remember how you made friends with that guy walking around in the sports store?" he said. "Yes. He's the manager of that store now." I said. "We watched you. You coached us on how to let someone feel better around you even if you are not happy?" "So.." I said. "He has no friends Dad at school He was feeling miserable, working there, invisible. He needed a tribe to belong to, just like you taught us. Jeff was the most popular guy in school when he went there, and you showed him how to include people instead of excluding them. We have a different filter, as you call it." "My son, why are you over-explaining things to me? I just wondered where he came from." "I learned that from you." He said laughing. There it is. My immortality, right in front of me. I'm leaving that behind, not only to my kids, but like virus to people they encounter in their lives. My good, my bad, displayed right in front of me.
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Excellent lesson/legacy to pass on. Pagan  Hmmmm....I know I left that wand around here somewhere!
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and right then,right there...most of the bullshit you went through probably seemed worth it to get to that point....hmmm? woop woop
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We are always planting seeds ....seeds of life. Most times we dont get to see them germinate or the fruition of our work. Ive lived life never missing a chance to make a memory or an impression. As you say....good bad or otherwise....i hope that people take notice and learn from it all. Im so very pleased that you got to witness your immortality . Kudos ! ~~
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